HELLO ! :D
this sweetheart's FIONA , who loves partying and enjoys being around people . I'm simplicated & basically , easy to content . just make me laugh , and I'll like you . :D I laugh alot & love to spread smiles on others' faces like kaya . :D oh ! & I so love all my dear , dear darlings , just like the one above ! :D AND , she's super proud of what she's involved with now ; TA 23 , LJFM , BACOMM , PPG , TDHJ & MR. YEO ! :DD
NO READING & RUNNING !! :DD

Sunday, May 31, 2009 { 5:21 PM }

and I'M DONE WITH DSS UNIT 4 TUTORIAL !! :DD
THANK YOU YEE KHANG AND HUI RU DEARIE !! (:

shucks .
I'm really , very very slow and dumb in DSS ! ):
number one excel idiot . gosh . ):
need to ask them so simple things !
and when I thought I figured something out , it turned out to be wrong , and just when I was about to figure something out , I got stuck again . gosh . DD:
and DSS common test's this coming fridayyyy .
help me . T.T

and this afternoon [ sheez . I woke up at 1 pm . =X ] , I just realised I've heaps and heaps of things to do ! ahh , gosh ! ):
and it took me so long to realise ! ahhh .
firstly , there're two common tests this coming week ! DD:
secondly , I've not touched a single tutorial to be handed up next week ! DD:
thirdly , I've to schedule so many project meetings , cause the presentations are on next week ! DD:
CRRAAAPPP . ):

and so sorry to those who always wanna oovoo or webcam with me for the past couple of days . hahaa !
I really have no timeee . ):
and I accidentally closed my msn conversation with willy , and lost the url that he gave me to view his photo album . lol !
nvm , shall ask from him sometime later . now no time , NO TIME !! ):

with project meetings and stay-backs in school , how can I find time to study ?!
especially BLAW . got to remember each case , by each case , and another case ...

Saturday, May 30, 2009 { 12:57 AM }

today's TA 23's very FIRST outing together ! :DD

Tuesday, May 26, 2009 { 6:39 PM }

OKAY , I'm back to normal . (:

hope to get back to my super duper high mode with TA 23 soon !
wishing my entire friday spent with them will be awesome ! (:

okie dokie .
I realised so many things , and I really mean , SO MANY THINGS , are happening to meeee . ))))):
why me of all ?!?!!
shucks . D:

broke down , freaked out , stressed up , worn out , pushed around .
sucks to the max , man . T.T

alright , alright .
I should thrust the unhappy stuffs aside , cause I've been procrastinating my studies for a couple of days due to so many happenings !! ):

anw , jovyn and I just set up an organisation [ lol , so bmgt . ;D ] named , ALHA .
whoo , we seriously rock man . hahaa !
wheeee , we shall recruit more peepoleee ! =P

LMS project is in a mess , cause we've an overload of information ! ):
and I was just told to scrap the idea on japanese weddings from the presentation ! ):
aww , and I spent much more time editting it than on the other topics !
sadddd . ):

oh yes , got to thank lotsa people who're by my side throughout this tough period .
thanks valerie and sok wan boyfriend for the advices . you both made my day better . (:
thanks hui ru dearie for staying by me throughout the entire break-up . love yahh lots ! (:
thanks yee khang and isaac for shouting " stalker ! " yesterday . it made me felt so protected ! (:
thanks sok wan boyfriend and tracy for patrolling the area ! hahhaa . (:
thanks tracy for allowing me to hug you when I was on the verge of tears . (:
thanks ke ping for asking if I was alright and being my listening ear . (:

thanks thanks thanks alot alot of peopleee ! (((:
love you people to the max !
life would be meaningless without you all ! [ hahaa , familiar sentence , sok boyfriend ?! ;D ]
really , MILLION THANKS . (:

now , I'm looking forward to friday , and I hope I can settle down to finish up all my tutorials , e-tutorials and projects in a calm mind ! =/

here's a joke to end off the entry :
" today , I forgot to do my French homework , but since it was an online worksheet , I told my teacher my Internet wasn't working . I told her with an e-mail . "
HAHA ! (:

Sunday, May 24, 2009 { 5:06 AM }

and at this wee hour , at this critical moment , you just had to be busy ..
when will you know how to prioritise ??

sigh , you never learn ...

{ 4:27 AM }

" I thank you for saying that. But don't lie to yourself. Really I'm fine. " .........

I just glared at my handphone screen , then my vision blurred .
oh , it's the tears ..
jerk .

I shouldn't have been idiotic enough to send that message , not even thinking about it ..
serves me right for doing so .

and I thank you for making me firm about my decision .

in the midst of getting out of a " manhole " that I fell so deeply into .....

if only things were that simple as you'd said .... you just don't understand .
things are not surface-deep .

{ 4:02 AM }

I really , really , don't know what to do .
tears just keep rolling down after I read your message .
I don't know how should I reply you ..

that heart-wrenching feeling ... is terrible .
I never knew I would have this feeling .

I guess I love you far too much , boy . ):

Wednesday, May 20, 2009 { 11:20 PM }


today marks my first month and a day in ngee ann polytechnic !
and only after so long , did I get to see VALERIE TAN SHU LING !
she bumped into me first , then we msn-ed each other , and decided to meet up at the atrium . :D
then , headed to canteen two , and I wanted to snap some photos ! :D



surprisingly , today's LMS lesson and netball session wasn't so bad afterall . :D
enjoyed myself , and I laughed like hell during LMS !
LOL LOL .
PANDA POLE-DANCING . WHOO . LOL .
only my LMS group knows the joke lahh .
so lazy to type it out here . lol .
shall upload it when my lappy's internet connection works ! (:

okay , I got nothing else to say , just that ,
I'M BOILING WITH ANGER NOW . URGH .
thanks sok wan , yuan yun and yee khang for supporting and protecting me .
love y'all . (:

I wish that you can just vanish from my sight , and TA 23 will be right in front of me this instant . ):

{ 10:07 AM }

I'm dreading wednesdaysss . ):
aww .

ahh , having a flu now lahh ! zhi hongggg .. LOL . kidding . =P
got to hand up DSS before midnight , but I'm only starting it now ! ;O

oh yes , I GOT A NEW BOYFRIEND ! :DD
LOL .
don't be shocked . my boyfriend's sok wan ! hahhaha .
hong rui's becoming her girlfriend too ! LOL .
so she has like , four girlfriends including the both of us ?! LOL .

I'm feeling so sticky to my class now . ):
a day without them seemed like yeaarrrsss . D:
why , why .
I can't imagine what would have become of me if we were to go to separate routes three years later . )))))))))):

ahh , alright . back to DSS ! (:
TA-TA . :D

Saturday, May 16, 2009 { 10:02 PM }

HOHO , I'M BACK ! (:

WOO HOO , WE ROCK ! :D

isaac tau pok-ed !

didn't managed to snap a photo of yee khang being tau pok-ed before that ! haha .

DON'T WE JUST LOVE TAU POKS ?! LOL . (:

Monday, May 11, 2009 { 2:07 AM }

TIRED TIRED TIRED .
finally , just left a part of BLAW test to study . ((:
happy happy .
the others can wait . haha .
I need my beauty sleeeeeppp ! D:

Saturday, May 09, 2009 { 8:56 PM }

AWWWW . ):
my parents forbid me from attending iDARE camp !! ))))))))):
sad , sad , sad .
some of my classmates' parents disallowed them from going because of the spread of swine flu .
and I was telling them that by september , swine flu could have dissipated .
besides , we'll be camping at bintan !

but when I told my own parents about the camp , they didn't mention about the effect of swine flu .
instead , my daddy said that bintan isn't safe , and my mummy argued that it's held during the hungry ghosts' festival . ):
awwww . )):
sad . sad . sad . sad . sad . sad . sad . sad . sad . sad .
why won't they allowwwww .... ))): !

and I was looking forward to it badly !
SIGH . ):

tmrw's mother's day , and I went out to buy a photo frame and card for her just now . (:
didn't really had the time to do anything much for her , due to my workload .
was so shagged yesterday , that I slept for so many hours !! ):
there goes my time to complete my piling workload ! ahhhh .
study for blaw test , finding for blaw and bmgt articles , infa tutorial questions , lms essay , dss tutorial questions , blaw tutorial questions , maec tutorial questions , dss project work , lms project research ........ D:
sigh sigh . )):
so many things to do , yet so little time for us ! ;O

OH YES , before I go off , I'VE SOMETHING TO COMPLAIN ABOUT !!! DDD:
POLYTECHNIC STUDENTS HAVE NOOOO VESAK DAY HOLIDAY THIS COMING MONDAY , WHEN THE OTHER INSTITUTIONS HAVEEE !! DDDD:
what is the world coming to .. ? ;O
sigh .
with this one day of break , I can have more time to complete my lms essay , study for my blaw test , do project researches .......

Thursday, May 07, 2009 { 9:35 PM }

HAHHAHA ! (:
I must say that , I SUPER DUPER , ABSOLUTELY EXTREMELY , LOVE TA 23 !! :DDD
WHOO .
we rock lahh , can . haha !

what , acer , fujitsu , lenovo cui lahh .
what , ang mo kio and vegetarian boy .
what , msn late night mass conversations .
what , birthday bashes .
what , enthusaism we have .
what , sitting in the front row of INFA lectures ! LOL !
what , loving miss jamie teo .
what , singtel , starhub .
what , dirty stuffs ! lol !

oh my gosh , seriously .
THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY POLYTECHINC LIFE SO FILLED WITH COLOURSSSS ! :DD

okay , so , had fun EVERYDAY with my lovely class .
also , I've decided to withdraw from BA envoys . yaye to sok wan ! HAHA ! (:
cause there's simply no time nor interest from me . =P
hehe .
I hope I don't get through the interview , so I don't have to go through all the hassle to withdraw ! :D HAHA !
didn't even bother to respond well .. =/

alrighty . so , leo club might be having a SECOND interview . =/ aww .
but the peeps there are nice ! (:
enjoyed the few minutes of interview . (:

completing dss tutorial questions last night was a .. phew , torture . LOL .
I submitted it online at 11.59 PM , one minute before the deadline ! HAHA !
THANKS JIA HAN FOR GUIDING ME ALONG THE WAY ! :DD
THANKS A MILLION , YOU SAVED ME ! :D
and THANKS TO SOK FOR SOME PARTS TOO ! (:
HEE . (:

I'm so so shagged , cause I had mass late night conversations till 2 am plus for two consecutive nights !! ;OO
AHH .
I hope I don't have to go through it today ! HAHA .
but TA 23 never fails to get us all excited and high even at night ! LOL ! (:

hmm .
so , tuesday's andrea's birthday , and we smashed cake on her ! LOL .
funny funny ! (:
the cleaner auntie was glaring at us widely throughout the whole process lahh !
so andrea had to voluntarily put her head into the cake . lol .
just when she was abouutttt to put , ru bin pushed her in !
oh my gosh ! LOL .
video's up on facebook ! :D

the following day is ke ping's birthday !
of course , TA 23 had something up their sleeves again . lol .
we poured a packet of flour over her head from one floor above ! LOL .
it didn't really went as how we planned though . haha .
ke ping had to voluntarily [ yes , again . ] , stand at a spot of first floor , where hong rui , zhi hong and yee khang threw flour down ! HAHA !
video's up on facebook again ! haha .
after that , ke ping chased us around , wanting to make us dirty as well .
kind sok wan and I hugged her flour-y body . LOL .
okay lahh , birthday hug , right ?! haha .

oh yes , before I forget .
so many teachers were passing by that area , and hong rui had to hide the packet of flour so many times !
but guess what . our entire act was still spotted by a teacher ! LOL .
however , she just stared and walked off . hahas !
I remember someone saying , " our class will sure kena discipline case one day ! " LOL . :D

yeahh , today's sleeping day . LOL .
was so so so lethargic , with the fatigue and all .
hahas .
didn't really listened to the BLAW lecturer for once . =P

alrighty , I'm looking forward to the next birthday , which is hui ru's !! :DD
14th may . HAHA ! (:
girl , you watch out ! =P

Monday, May 04, 2009 { 12:01 AM }

WHEEE . (:
I just completed both my BLAW and MAEC tutorial questions !
in addition , I finished up my INFA tutorial questions that only need to be handed up the day after ! :DD
happy happy . (:
was feeling so stressed up this afternoon . ):
rushed here , rushed there .
grr .

anw , anyone knows where can I print documents from my thumbdrive at a reasonable price ?! ):

cause my printer ink always runs out so quickly ! D:
ahh , this reminds me that I've to purchase my INFA notes tmrw ! ;O

okay , let's talk about yesterday .
my cousin bruce sent over cakes to us in celebration of his baby's first month ! :D
and he's named luvik chai ! hahas .
yumm , cakes ! :D

then , my daddy drove me to the cake shop to collect my grandma's mother's day cake .
after which , we headed to granny's house for mother's day celebration ! :D
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY , GRANNY ! (:
I enjoyed my stay there . (:

tmrw's make-up MAEC tutorial lesson , tuesday's BA envoys' interview , wednesday's leo club's project committee interview and netball training .
AHH ! I just remembered I haven't done any piece of research for my projectssss ! ):

it seems so cruel .. but , worth it ??

Friday, May 01, 2009 { 9:46 PM }

HOHO . (:
I'M BACK !

I got my new back packkkk ! :DDD WHEE , so happy . (:


train-ed to hougang mall to look for it , but to no avail , and then bus-ed down to ang mo kio hub , and TA-DAA ! :DD
yayee . (:

then , met up with nigel to get my textbook ! thank you ! (:
later , train-ed to vivo city , with an intention of catching a movie , but there're no more seats ! ):
so ohwell , just settled my dinner there , and spent the evening away at the sky terrace !
and whoo , I'm home . (:

anw , on thursday , I met julailah and wei le ! hahas .
what a coincidence !
had a hearty conversation with wei le all the way till I alighted at potong pasir .
he's in Singapore Polytechnic , studying Chemical Engineering now ! (:

anw , just asking , if anyone is interested in helping out the HIV or AIDS patients from discrimination ?? (:
if you're , we can be involved in this project together ! :D
reply me as soon as possible !

alright , that's all ! (:

{ 1:17 PM }

;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
this entry can be up today , all because of my loyal fans of this blog !! LOL . (:

okay okay , so let's talk more about some significant and hilarious incidents in school .

#01. I've a classmate named hong rui , making sok wan and wan zhen laugh so hysterically whenever he walked past us , cause he has the same name as jan mummy ! lol .
I didn't find it funny at first lahh , then they influenced me . hahas .
and finally , during one lecture session , sok wan and I revealed the reason behind our laughters to him ! LOL .
and we told him he has a nice sense of dressing ! hahas .

#02. on another lecture session , we found out that wan zhen doesn't know the meaning of m********* ! LOL .
made us laugh like some crazy women during the lecture .
even tracy at home was not spared ! =P

#03. we found out something about wan zhen ! LOL .

#04. I realised I've joined FOUR CCAS because of the influence of the people around me , like tracy . LOL .

#05. my interview for BA envoys is on next tuesday ! D: and that's around the corner !

#06. I realised that BA envoys pay us money , apart from awarding us with CCA points ! ;DDD
HAHA ! (:

#07. leo club just shortlisted me into some project's committee , and I've to reply them by tmrw ! D:

#08. I've been put on probation for netball's competitve team ! yayee ! ;D

#09. I need a backpack badly ! DD:

#10. projects and tutorials are bombarding me ! ;O *screams*

gtg now . byee ! ;D