HELLO ! :D
this sweetheart's FIONA , who loves partying and enjoys being around people . I'm simplicated & basically , easy to content . just make me laugh , and I'll like you . :D I laugh alot & love to spread smiles on others' faces like kaya . :D oh ! & I so love all my dear , dear darlings , just like the one above ! :D AND , she's super proud of what she's involved with now ; TA 23 , LJFM , BACOMM , PPG , TDHJ & MR. YEO ! :DD
NO READING & RUNNING !! :DD

Saturday, January 31, 2009 { 12:38 AM }

uh huh .
I've been posted to nqee ann polytechnic to do accountancy ! :DD
my first choice ! (:

well , I just feel that history is always repeatinq .
first , I didn't do well for my PSLE , and thus didn't have the opportunity to select my dream schools .
hence , I placed bowen secondary as my first choice .
surprisinqly , I was posted there !
I was elated , of course . (:
and I didn't reqret beinq a bowenian .
in fact , I'm proud of it , and even made many true buddies . (:
it's where a biq part of my life was played .

followinq it , was streaminq durinq my secondary two year .
I fared quite well then , but I thouqht my level position would have brouqht me into the second class .
then , alas , I was posted to the first class ! (:
I was on cloud nine !
however , at the same time , I was worried , for I didn't know if I could cope up with my studies .
after all , I did put the second class as my first choice .

and now , I didn't do well for my o' levels , and aqain , wasn't qiven the chance to select my dream schools as one of my twelve choices .
but I did manaqed to enter my first choice school that I selected ! (:
kind of contradictinq ..

sometimes I wonder , am I only qiven such luck in makinq choices , and not scorinq well in critical examinations ?
it feels so dumb to ace in examinations of little importance , and not the important ones . D:

I'm wonderinq .. if I'd scored better , and qiven the eliqibility to choose my dream schools , will I still be as lucky to enter my first choice school ?

siqhhhh ...

Thursday, January 29, 2009 { 10:04 PM }

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !! :DD

祝大家，牛年行大运，财源滚滚来！:D
哈哈！
想什么，得什么！(:

visited both my qrandparents' house on the first day of the lunar new year , and my qrandpa's sister's on the second .
collected anq paos , wished one another , indulqed in chinese new year qoodies , played card qames and watched television .
it was pretty mundane , I must say . =/
my male cousins seemed to have matured overniqht , as there were all so quiet ! D:

kay , there's nothinq much to talk about for this year's celebration . D:
enjoy the photos taken durinq those two days ! (:

PREPARATION :


I did my nails .
nice ? =P


sweeetttssss ! (:


8 ; huat arhh ! =P

DAY ONE :


my sister's outfit for the day .


ta-daa !
this's mine ! (:




on our way to qrandma's house .


this's the man at the wheel . =P

then , we came across this cute-lookinq car !


notice the paintwork and the toys displayed in the car .
cute uhh ? :D


daddy and mummy ! (:

my qrandma's mouth-waterinq , homemade mee sua ! :DD
I'm still cravinq for it , till now ! =X

Thursday, January 22, 2009 { 10:55 PM }

HELP ME CLICK ON THE INKHEART ADVERTISEMENT BY THE SIDE OF MY BLOG ! :DD

LOL .

so anyway , I had a reunion dinner with valerie , lixia darlinq , kai jie daddy , xin yi , alicia , yuin hwei , chyuan minq and brandon at valerie's house yesterday . :D
had fun qossipinq , lauqhinq and chattinq about random stuffs durinq our steamboat meal . :DD

Monday, January 19, 2009 { 11:41 PM }

kay , I've been rather busy recently .

first , it was the visitinq of the various polytechnics , followed by the mind-boqqlinq school choices that I've to make , and then it's work .
in case you're wonderinq what am I workinq as , and where do I work at , well , I'm still with iora's branch at houqanq mall . (:
they called lixia darlinq and I to work , so yupp .
when lixia darlinq's workinq , I'm not , and vice versa , you qet it . (:

qoinq to work for another eiqht hours tmrw , and wednesday's reunion dinner at valerie's house ! :DD
whheeee !
exicited ! :D

and I miqht be workinq on thursday and friday , if I've nothinq on .
saturday's rest day for me , and sunday's chinese new year's eve ! :DD
YAYYEE ! (:
I loveee steamboats ! :D

oh , anyway .
I'm badly in need for a biq red belt to match with my chinese new year top ! D:
look out for me , yahh ! (:

alriqht , qot to turn in early .
niqhty niqhts ! (:

Wednesday, January 14, 2009 { 1:58 AM }

take one step at a time . (:

I'm enliqhtened after speakinq to nawira .
thanks , babe . (:

so .. I quess I'll choose to enter Sinqapore Polytechnic or Nqee Ann Polytechnic ! (:
qoinq to visit some polytechnics with the quys tmrw .
so yupp .
I feel more relaxed now !

tmrw will be a busy day , hoppinq from institution to institution , and I have to collect my pay ! :D
yipeee ! (:
hahas .

alriqht , I'm tired .
till here . (:

Tuesday, January 13, 2009 { 12:50 PM }

yes , RESULTS .

I wasn't a bit satisfied with my results , and am rather ashamed by it .
I've muqqed , and tried my best , but nobody seems to believe it .

I'm at a loss now .
where do I head to next ?
all my initial plans were crashed , totally smashed .
I don't wish to take up appeals , cause I can't take anymore blows .
I feel like qivinq up , really qivinq up .
but as I see how my other seniors qot by besides failinq time and aqain , I can't help but aspire to be like them .
but can I ?
I never am a stronq-willed person .
I really take my hats off to them .

12th of january ; thouqh a short day , but I've seen the flip side of life .
uqliness , that's what I saw .
there're just too many mind-boqqlinq matters to ponder about , in such a short period of time !
I'm receivinq so many different kinds of advices and comments .
which do I listen to ?

jazvan once told me , " when you moan about not beinq able to own a pair of shoes , think about the people around you who are crippled " .
I know many were tellinq that my results are qood enouqh , but I can't help feelinq inferior to my closed friends .

I feel .. like a failure .

Sunday, January 11, 2009 { 3:23 PM }

YOOO ! :D

attended 4E1's class chalet on the 5th and 6th of january .
quite fun , but I think it would have been better if we had more money to do more thinqs .
lols .

it was rather awkward when we first reached the chalet , cause the qirls were just sittinq on the bed and chattinq quite .. like stranqers .
lols .
mrs iszal came over with her two children , and I quess the children helped to break the ice a little ?
hahas .

then I went out of the bedroom to see the quys play poker cards , and we started playinq wii !
LOL .
that was my first time playinq it , and I found it really amusinq !
especially playinq with a bunch of friends , lauqhinq at the silliest movements we made .
that's when I felt , ahh . that's more like a class chalet .
hahas !

after which , we went down to fetch our dear milly ! (:
we were so qlad that she could make it ! :D
and all of us went to help out with the barbeque .
the sonqs , the lauqhters , the chats , wow , I'm lovinq it ! (:

then .. donq !
the time struck at 8 pm , and half of us ran up to our chalet to watch the last episode of the little nyonya !
LOL !
there was this advertisement of a foetus kickinq his/her mummy's tummy at the hearinq of the beqinninq of the little nyonya , and it made a number of us made a fool of ourselves by hurryinq back in front of the television for nothinq .
lols !
the scene of the zhanq family beinq shot was supposed to be traqic , but our class quys made it sound like some comedy , sayinq , " shoot , shoot ! aii yahh , just shoot lahh ! " .
lols ..
totally chanqed the atmosphere that the show was supposed to create . =P
of course , not forqettinq the kind souls that sent us barbequed food durinq the show , to stop our stomachs from qrowlinq .
but well .. they either have mob tv or some hub station thinqy what !
hahas !

after that , a qroup of us went to play pool ! :D
I was quite lucky that niqht , cause I manaqed to hit some balls in ! =P
then , the pool outlet had to close for the day , so we went back to our chalet .
after which , we watched the movie entitled " transporter 3 " .
the qirls couldn't qet any idea of what was qoinq on , and the subtitles didn't match with the characters' dialoques .
yes , it’s pirated .
lols !
I was the first one that qot bored of it , so I ate snacks , and ended up in the bedroom .
milly lesbian came in , followed by lixia darlinq , and we started chattinq !
hahas .

after the movie , jazvan opened the bottle of vodka that contained 40% of alcohol !
hahas .
I drank a sip of it , and whoaa , my throat felt the immediate burninq sensation .
we then played forfeit qames like indian poker , zhonq ji mi ma and murderer .
those forfeited had to take a mouthful or sip of vodka mixed with qreen tea .
I dislike that mixture !
so disqustinq . D:
but we had no other choice , as our 1.5 litres of sprite ran out , and we didn't want to see people qettinq all drunk , so yupp .
I was considered the luckiest out of all those that played , cause I qot the least number of forfeits !
hahas .
lady luck was by my side that niqht , I quess .
but I want to drink ! :D
now I know why quys keep drinkinq .
cause once you drink , you just want to try more and more even if it tastes awful .
and quess what , we finished the entire bottle !
lols . :D
I thouqht we won't !
some of us qot a little qroqqy , but not drunk yet .
I couldn't walk alonq straiqht lines !
hahas . =X
linus qot really hiqh , and beqan lauqhinq non-stop , whereas shi xun became violent , punchinq walls and stuff . o.o
unexpected .
and I kind of threw myself on the bed , before walkinq out of the bedroom lauqhinq . =.=
crazy . lols .
when I saw linus lauqhinq , I couldn’t help but start lauqhinq aqain .
LOL !

anyway , jazvan brewed two cups of hot milo for the two drunkards , hopinq to sober the both of them up .
hahas . what a daddy ! =P
and off we qo to the beach in the wishful thouqht of catchinq a qlimpse of the sunrise ! :D
hahas .
thouqh we know it can't be seen in pasir ris , but we just want to be there , at least to enjoy the sea breeze ? (:

on our way there , milly lesbian bouqht two cups of hot tea for shi xun and linus .
but shi xun refused to drink , and punched some metal board .
scary .. D:
it took them much persuasion before they were willinq to drink up .
tsk tsk .

there were people campinq near pasir ris beach , and we went insane , sayinq the bowen cheers aloud in the wee hours of the day .
lols !
it was still pitch dark when we arrived , so we qazed at the stars up in the sky ! :D
they seemed to be smilinq at us ! :DD
we sat by the sea , lookinq at the horizon chanqe from black , to pink , then to sky blue .
it was a mesmerisinq scene ! (:
but the sea breeze was simply too .. chilly !
brr .
linus qentlemanly lended us his jacket ! :D
oh , and .
marcus qn qot the adidas jacket that I yearned for !! )))))))):
qive me , marcus !
hahas , just kiddinq ..
linus's was an adidas one too !
rich people lahh . =P

back at the chalet , I went to wash up and bathe .
but just when I’m done and was about to call the next one in , I saw everyone soundly asleep !
they were all over the place .
on the floor , the sofa , the bed .
hahas !
the water I showered with was freezinq coldddd !
so since I'm a little awake by that icy water , I chatted with mei xuan for awhile .
however , I still surrendered to fatique in the end , and snuqqled up at a corner of the sofa and slept for like what .. ? half an hour ?
lols .
that was the first niqht that I didn’t even slept a wink ! :O
then I couldn't put myself to sleep after that short nap ! D:
was feelinq so letharqic , but I just can't sleep !
EEK .

while waitinq for the rest to wake up and qet ready to qo out for a meal , linus , shi xun , lixia darlinq and I warmed ourselves up by the balcony , baskinq in the Sun .
it's oh-so , comfortable ! :D
love that feelinq .

and off we were to burqer kinq !
yummylicious ! :D
all of us were so full that we couldn't finish up the french fries !
so I [ yes , lesbian , it was me that came up with that idea ! lols . ] , suqqested that we played zhonq ji mi ma .
the one that quessed the number correctly has to finish all of them up !
hahas .
lixia darlinq lauqhed and aqreed , but the quys went , " you sure .. all ? later you zhonq arhh . "
lols .
so we chanqed it to 10 french fries per penalty .
and , HAHA !
everyone tio except me ! :DDD
LOL .

after that , we went to the arcade , and saw some really cool hunks beatinq the hiqhest score in the basketball qame !
so we challenqed chin hwee to do so as well , but he didn't want .
sao xinq ! D:
lols .
so yupp , since there's a pool table available , the quys went in and play , while the rest of us played on another table that was soon available .
but luck wasn't on my side .
I just couldn't play well !
or maybe marcus was just too professional .
hahas , self-consolation . =P

we then went back to our chalet to qrab some thinqs , before linus and LJFM went to the beach ! this time , to the more sandy and manqrove areas of it .
we initially thouqht of cyclinq , but the others didn't diq that idea , so we played with the water , while milly lesbian collected sea shells and drew on the sand .
the scenery there was breathtakinq ! (:
love the wind , the company , the waves , the clouds , the sand , the sunliqht , everythinq except the larqe heaps of rubbish there ! D:
whee !

then we ordered drinks from mc cafe , and relaxed there .
it's nice to just be around a table with some friends , savourinq a drink and havinq some casual chats ! (:
lixia darlinq , linus and I drank double chocolate frappe ! :D
man , it's sweet , and so .. mm ! tasty !
I simply love it .
that shall be my all-time favourite at mc cafe from now on ! :DD

after which , linus returned to the chalet to take a bath , while we qirls went to take neoprintsss ! :D
we can finally strike it out from our thinqs-to-do list ! (:
and the neoprints are pretty , I tell you ! :D
just they've yet to be scanned !
lols .
we were so pleased with the outcome , and were all smiles on our route back to the chalet , when ... danq !
we saw somethinq .
lols .
shan't mention it here .
lixia darlinq's reaction and mine were so hilarious !
LOL .

then , we went into our bedroom to pack up our baqs .
slacked around for sometime , and off we retired back to our home sweet homes ! (:

we were all so shaqqed .
but overall , I still enjoyed the process . (:
linus and I still want more of such drinkinq sessions !
LOL .

PICTURESSS ! :DD



this's the scenic view from the qirls' bedroom ! (:
WILD WILD WET ! :D






BABY POWERR ! :D


the cooked food !


the class BOND . :D




BARBEQUE ! (:


owen ah qonq , the marshmallow bbq-er ! =P


I cauqht nawira takinq photoqraphs of us ! HAHA . :D


naa , I can pose for you if you want ! :D


quys' talk . lols .


part of 4E1 ! :D

it's qettinq darkkk !
qettinq used about the chalet . hahas .

then it's time to CAMWHORE ! :D



look at the insane & the crazy !
LOL .

WHEEE ! (:


DO , RE , MI .
where's FA ?!?
she's the photoqrapher ! :D lols .


DINO FAMILY ! :DD


HAPPY FAMILY ! :DD


ELAINE !! (:
she only took it after much persuasion from me ! D:
this's the only photo I've with her , despite our four years lonq of friendship !


DARLINGSS ! (:
I loveee you ! :D