HELLO ! :D
this sweetheart's FIONA , who loves partying and enjoys being around people . I'm simplicated & basically , easy to content . just make me laugh , and I'll like you . :D I laugh alot & love to spread smiles on others' faces like kaya . :D oh ! & I so love all my dear , dear darlings , just like the one above ! :D AND , she's super proud of what she's involved with now ; TA 23 , LJFM , BACOMM , PPG , TDHJ & MR. YEO ! :DD
NO READING & RUNNING !! :DD

Saturday, August 30, 2008 { 4:17 PM }

刚刚看了红乙心的博客，偶然读到一个很有意义的段落。

它把我以前想说出来的话通通施放出来。

“ ... 我想，人很多时候都因拥有，而快乐，却不晓得放下的释然快感。

一个救生圈，当它完好时，紧抱着它是希望。
但如果它已破洞漏气了，你就必须放开它，靠自己的力量生存。
不放，它只会成为你的累赘。

一个直线下滑的烂股，以高价买下，有些股民会在它下滑时再买入，期望在它回升时可取长补短甚至回赚，却往往搞得焦头烂额。

一个错的人，一段错的恋爱，就算早知道会不快乐，不幸福，却怎么也不放。
为什么？是害怕吧！
害怕自己一个人，害怕身边没有人。

为什么不想想，拥有一个错的人，会令你心灵更孤独呢？

放下，会是海阔天空。... ”

我已放下这包袱，你呢？

Friday, August 29, 2008 { 9:26 PM }

yucks .

this cake's real yummy , I tell you ! :D

birthday qirls & miss anq ! (:

potential waitresses . =P

was supposed to qive the teachers a desiqned test-tube each .
we placed smashed water babies with water & macaroni words in them .
was pretty , but the water leaked and they were destroyed in a day . ):
thus , we did it a second time , excludinq the addition of water this time round .
it turned out even prettier ! (:
we were so proud of ourselves , and handed them to the councillors in deliqht .

first attempt .
whee . (:
second attempt .
double whee . ((:

everythinq went well , when ..
all the smashed water babies shrinked & dried up when we received it back ! D:
the councillors even lost one of the corks !
it totally dampened our mood . ):
thus , we qave the teachers a box of chocolate wafers in replace of the test tubes .
SADD ! ):

we spent lotsa time to decorate the test-tubes ! D:

annabel love made some jelly , and qave lixia & I one each ! (:
thankk you , my dear . (:

went to east coast park after the celebration ! (:
we played with sparklers ! LOL .
didn't know he actually somewhat quessed what my wish was . =P

Thursday, August 28, 2008 { 11:42 PM }

I'm not in the riqht state of mind at times . ):
boo . D:
couldn't concentrate .
double boo . D:

had e.maths paper one & qeoqraphy paper one today .

e.maths was ermm . bad ?
I don't know ..
think think think , but nothinq comes outta my brain .

qeoqraphy paper was manaqeable to me , which was a miracle , considerinq the fact that I merely skimmed throuqh one out of eleven chapters .
LOL . >.<
just didn't have sufficient time to pen down all the information . ):
was feelinq very demoralised after the paper .
siqh .

came out of the classroom lookinq like a livinq dead .
my friends asked if I was alriqht .
thankk you . (:
then , lunched with LJM at houqanq point .
felt better after some casual chats . (:

tonq shenq went to find me there , and we went to TM , while the qirls went home .
bumped into jan mummy in the bus . lols .
we watched the movie entitled , " 12 lotus " .
the movie's averaqe , I would say .
had seoul qarden after that !
lols .
that was my first time . =X
ate till I surrendered . whahhas .
bused toqether , and home sweet home . (:

alriqhty .
I'm qettinq sleepy . >.<
ACES day , teacher's day celebration and *ahem*'s on tmrw ! (:
hahas .
hope it'll be fun ! (:
my lovely class's qonna be a black flock tmrw !
HEHE . :D

{ 12:46 AM }

I'M ON CLOUD NINE . :DD

Tuesday, August 26, 2008 { 11:55 PM }

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , MILLY LESBIAN !! :DD

you're like my lesbian , baby bob & qossip partner ! (:
hahas .
I'm sorry for dozinq off and not beinq able to wish you at 12 midniqht ! ):
piqqy me . =P
at least I " cleared my debt " and huqqed you today ! (:
hahas .
ILOVEYOU ALOT ALOT ! :D

apart from that , today was .. friqhteninq .
freaked me out , totally .
I almost burst into tears . D:
AHH .
I still qet the jitters even till now !
shucks .

定不下心去读书。
I'm so dead for tmrw's social studies paper . D:

erqh .
even a beetle can't let me off .
siqh . ):
thankks for beinq there .

Monday, August 25, 2008 { 5:07 PM }

unconditional love ; now I believe it exists .

cruel . it is very cruel .
but , siqh .
I quess that's the only way out ?
I don't know why's my heart bleedinq ...
tears felt like they're tumblinq down profusely ...
GOODBYE .

Sunday, August 24, 2008 { 3:56 PM }

WHEE . (:
everythinq's settled at last !
PHEW .
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

everythinq seems better as friends , yahh ? (:

{ 1:05 PM }

一言既出，驷马难追。
loyal readers of my bloq would have read the narration of the story entitled , " nail in the fence " .
the moral of the story was that , words said out of anqer will leave a scar behind .
no amount of apoloqies could heal the wound and erase the scar .

I believe that's how my lovelies are feelinq now .
darlinqs , I'm so sorry for makinq y'all bothered about my problems , and ended up qettinq anqry and hurt .
I believe , this matter will come to an end , and must come to an end .

I'm just frustrated about whatever that had happened .
just , face up to reality .

ohwell .
it seems like I don't have any riqhts to voice out my personal opinions here , anymore ..

Saturday, August 23, 2008 { 1:40 AM }

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , JANUAVI MUMMY ! :DD

qlad you liked our present to you ! (:
enjoy every moment of your special day .
ILOVEYOU ! (:
HEHE .

{ 1:25 AM }

today's really eventful , I must say .
somethinq awful occurred , to end off my day .

people just can't let couples have peace , what's more , ex-couples .
it's rather insensitive to 通风报信 about certain matters .
matters , that you jolly well know will hurt your friend and even cause him to do silly thinqs .
that's so inconsiderate and thouqhtless .
yes , you may say , " I don't want him to be kept in the dark . " , and you want to stand up for him .
but I believe , true friends will care about one another's feelinqs .
true friendship is somethinq that can be felt by the heart , not somethinq so superficial that you've to be appreciated by sayinq out .
I've my reasons for keepinq mum about it .

and please . look carefully , before you jump to conclusions .
why , you only saw us but not lixia and januavi ?
I'm really irritated by your behaviour .
patchinq is somethinq that is decided by the couple , so don't phone me and tell me what to do .

for qoodness sake , be considerate towards the people around you , and be tactful in handlinq matters .
we've separated . that's an undeniable fact .
so PLEASE , DON'T INTERFERE .

Tuesday, August 19, 2008 { 11:43 PM }

OH MYY .
I so need to manaqe my time well and learn to speed up !! ):
was unable to complete both my bioloqy & physics practicals .
BOO . D:
Lord , let me finish up my chemistry practical on thursday in time ..
I'm sick of cominq out of the examination hall or laboratory sayinq , " haii . I lost _ marks . didn't manaqe to finish the paper " .
SLOOWWW . )))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))):

other than that , this week's been .. alriqht I quess ?
borinq . borinq .

there's qeoqraphy map test tmrw . *sulks*
can't seem to remember the steps to derive certain values , like qradient .
so different from maths .
lixia's equally confused .
we went , " ms suan will explain tmrw . " throuqhout our phone call . lols .

feelinq so sloppy .
GAAHHHH .
beat some sense into me !

erqh .
I hate my mouse .
it's runninq all over the screen .
think somethinq went wronq with the sensor [ if you call that so ] .
you're my sweetest surrender . (:

Sunday, August 17, 2008 { 11:30 AM }

4E1's qonna orqanise their very own CHALET ! (:
WHEE . :D
my love for this class's qettinq deeper day by day !
just lookinq at the larqe expected turnout for prom niqht & chalet makes me happy . ((:
4E1 万岁！
hehe . ^^

anw , tmrw marks the start of the preliminary examinations . D:
qood luck to all !
and I can be prepared to flunk this exam ! ):

don't have the time to upload pictures , so yahh .
don't mind the wordy entries . =P

anw , zhilie asked me somethinq interestinq just now .
it qoes like this ..
" if you were qiven a chance to own a supernatural ability , what will you want it to be ? "
my answer to him was that I would qive up that chance .

beinq supernatural meant that you'll be seen as a hero in others' eyes , and heroes have huqe responsibilities .
yes , they're beinq recoqnised for the qood deeds they'd done for the mankind .
however , at the end of the day , they don't qain as much as what we , as normal human beinqs , qain .
cause they'll be hurryinq from place to place to save the world , not havinq the time to stop and appreciate the beauty of life .
so , even thouqh human beinqs have to endure hardships & sufferinqs , they qet to experience a roller coaster of events and emotions , not leadinq mundane lives .

in such a modern & fast-paced society , there doesn't seem to have time for us to actually stroll in the park , admirinq the scenery around us .
the scenery that we've all missed out , as we always zoomed passed it in vehicles that emit larqe amount of poisonous qases , harminq our beautiful environment .
that red ant crawlinq on a blade of qrass , that blossominq flower , the chanqe in the colour of the azure sky ..
who actually noticed them ?

alriqht .
till here . (:
TS , TS , TS , TS , TS . :D

Saturday, August 16, 2008 { 1:59 PM }

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , STAR JIE ! (:
[ 20th auqust '08 ]

Thursday, August 14, 2008 { 12:41 AM }

many many thinqs happened recently .
some of them are known to like , the whole world ? D:

there's been some commotion happeninq on my taqboard , when I've only been away for like what , 3 days ?
was kind of shocked when I saw it .
all I've to say is , that issue's somethinq sensitive , and somethinq that will evoke some unneccessary roller coaster of emotions .
but just chill , cause I've already made up my mind .
don't arque anymore . it's pointless .
durinq this period , I thankk those that had stayed by my side , supportinq any choice I make .

I still need some best friend talks now ..
not for that matter thouqh .
ohwell .

today's audition didn't went as well as I expected . ):
havinq the jitters and all .
couldn't perform as well as how I did durinq the rehearsals .
siqh .

anw , I'm retakinq my chinese o' level papers .
cause I know the fault lies in my composition ..

made silly mistakes in the two ss papers that we qot back today .
I don't know .. but I feel that the recent happeninqs are affectinq me too much .
far too much , emotionally .
my studies are deteoriatinq day by day .
wake up , fiona !! )):

老天爷，您是不是在跟我开玩笑？
一波未平，一波又起。
您要我如何应付过来？
原本还以为事情已到了个段落。
但偏偏在这时候搞出这些问题。
啊！真是烦死人了！

how do we differentiate love from like ?
life's not as superficial as it seems to be ..

Sunday, August 10, 2008 { 1:06 PM }

follow your heart .
and stay stronq , even if the road ahead is full of boulders , cause the riqht way is never the easier way out .

thankk you , nawi . (:

and yesterday was nice . (:
thankk you , you-know-who-you-are . (:

Friday, August 08, 2008 { 6:06 PM }

thankk you , zhilie . (:

wonder if I can be seen ..

was feelinq hiqh and happy ! :D

the roses peepee-ed on me . ):

how nice if life was a bed of roses , isn't it ?

whee !
I so love my 4E1 very much ! :D

FIONA's a HAPPY GIRL ! (:

Thursday, August 07, 2008 { 11:38 PM }

life's such a storm ...

塞翁失马，安知非福。
这句话有多真？
it should have never happened ...

Tuesday, August 05, 2008 { 9:16 PM }

milly's my faithful partner ,
lixia's my sweetest darlinq ,
valerie's my extreme bestie ,
januavi's my nice nice talkinq partner ,
annabel's my love ,
pamela's my happy indulqence ,
and everyone else's my happy druq if you make me smile . (:

with such lovelies around , what more can I ask for ? (:

Monday, August 04, 2008 { 9:39 PM }

behind everyone's masks lies a totally different self .
why ?

erqh .
stop thinkinq , fiona !

Saturday, August 02, 2008 { 2:07 AM }

pe was funfun ! (:

nawi & I were screaminq our heads off whenever the ball qets close to us .
lols . typical qirls . =P
but we're no bimbos that you people are imaqininq now , cause we helped the team score a number of qoals . :D

18 : 6 . =P
we qot that score noted down thankks to our professional refree , JOEY ! :D
we were complaininq that our previous qoal post had better fenqshui .
lols .
cause the other team kept scorinq after we swooped places .
hahas .
fuuny lahhs .
and I'd to run away from lixia whenever my team mate's qonna pass the ball cause it'll always land into her hands !
lols .

ahh .
it's the fun that only the 17 of us will know . (:

sad to say , that was the last pe lesson that we attended in our secondary life ! ):
aww ..
pe's always the lesson when I had the most lauqhter .
and now .. haii . ):
my happiest indulqence's qone .

prelims !
qrr .
I've yet to revise for it . *pouts*
when I told val about it , she exclaimed , " Fiona ! what happened to you ?!? " .
the people around us turned and stared at us .
man , that was embarrassinq .
lols .
but I felt so quilty after that for beinq such an idle . D:
study qroups please !

alriqhty , it's qettinq real early . =P
there's consultation tmrw !
BYEE .
I LOVE 4E1 ! (:
infatuation ; I didn't mean to fall for you . (: