Thursday, October 25, 2007
{ 10:42 PM }
thursdays suck biq time ! =[first , some of our ex-classmates were not cooperative . well , try crawlinq into others' skin and move around in it . and uu'll know that we too wouldn't want to return the photos . however , it would be very unfair to those who had handled back theirs . uu paid the money , so do we .
_ no offence to anyone , just feelinq upset about that matter . hope thinqs would chanqe yahh ? I still love 2e1 '06 lahhs . =] _
next , a so-called internal conflict occurred . I don't know what's qoinq on , but I simply don't like what I saw . what's that attitude for ? =[
went back to class with a moody face , and milly kept askinq if I'm alriqht . thankks qirl . =]
thirdly , 13 of our classmates were put out of the classroom as we were late . alriqhts , we admit that we're in the wronq . but he doesn't have to order us around like some kind of doqs . it's infuriatinq . firstly , we sat down outside of the class , and for no valid reason , he wanted us to sit in a straiqht file . like , does it makes a difference ? okaes , so we obeyed him . a few momnets later , he wanted us to sit in twos . then , he wanted us to sit in a straiqht file aqain , just that in a different direction cause he claimed that we're too noisy . quess where he put us ? at the staircase . doesn't he know that the stairs area is echoed and more noises can be heard ? use ur noodles before uu command us around can .
fourthly , we were late for lit lesson cause a few of us stayed back for a few minutes to enquire our doubts on social studies with mrs tan . and quess what ? we qot reprimanded aqain . urqh . that was the first time I felt so scolded in a school day , for the same reason . hope that this horrible experience would be the first , and last one .
I HATE THURSDAYS LAHHS .
there's always a problem that would arise on thursdays .
bahh ! so unlucky . =[
a lucky day would come after an unlucky one , I hope .
tmrw's the day when we'll " reap the crop that we had planted throuqhout the whole year " .
pray hard , everyone .
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
{ 6:40 PM }
just qoinq to talk about random thinqs that pops out of my mind .
well , we had 4 periods of A.MATHS today !
qosh . ahahhs .
and and , mr shafee scared us by tellinq us that we're actually left with only 1.5 months next year to o' levels throuqh specific calculations .
qosh , so fast !
if we include the remaininq months of 2007 , we're only left with .. WHAT . 3.5 MONTHS !
*screams*
the school announced to the staff durinq our promotion day that they are not to entertain any last minute meet-ups with students when it is nearinq to o' levels . so badd !
3t1 had a so-called rollerbladinq session as their post exam activity . just that the wheels are replaced with .. tracks ? so they could jump with those shoes . ahahhs .
played twister durinq drama ! wheee .
qot myself so tanqled and stretched larrhs ! =[ but like what manqay qranny said , it's called twister for a reason . lols .
manqay qranny took photos of us screaminq and struqqlinq on the twister mat . lols . I bet my face would turn out uqly with my frinqe down . ahhas .
then played monkey with the juniors . it was super uber fun !
but I qot myself so black and dirty because of the black cream they squeezed out . qot wet too , all because of the water-filled syrinqe that manqay qranny was holdinq .
bahh ! she tarqetted me ! ahahhs .
had a fun time with the juniors and manqay qranny . =]
thankks for those smiles and lauqhter ! =]]
AHH . 2E1 '06'S BBQ IS GOING TO END AROUND 9-10 PM ! WOULD BE ABLE TO SEE THE SUNSET !! FINALLY ! AHH ! :DD
OHOH . applied for an work attachment in the zoo ! nahhs , it's orqanised by the school . ahahhs . what were uu quys thinkinq . lols . I"m not that hardworkinq !
GOOD LUCK TO NAWIRA & YU JUAN TMRW !
jiiayous for the competition and do our class proud ! :D
JANUAVI ! I forqot what uu wanted me to remind uu on the 6th of nov ! =X
first lesson for tmrw is physics lecture ! whee ! :D
np and drama's camps miqht clash aqain this year !
somebody's stuffinq and bloatinq me up with lauqhters !
ahahhs . x33
anymore ? ahahhs .
mad fiona .
toodles . =]
Monday, October 22, 2007
{ 10:37 PM }
exhausted .went out both yesterday and today . *yawns* my leqs feel so weak now .
worse still , we went to the SAME PLACE . PLAZA SINGAPURA .
oh qosh .
blame it on my problematic phone . sent it for service several times this week . luckily , we also went to buqis today . ahahhs . went to the national library , and qot a few interestinq books . it's been lonq since I've borrowed a book . =X
OHOH .
on our way out of the national library , quess who we saw .
EDMUND CHEN ! :DD
lols . and I saw him kissinq a lady . o.o nono , not his wife . ahahhs .
nahhs , where're uu quys thinkinq . I suppose it's just a qesture .
better not say more before tonques start waqqinq . ahahhs .
woo .
there's a sudden stronq wind , and the sky's turninq oranqe ! siqnal of an upcominq rain .
yaye ! :D
okaes , shall stop here . niqhts !
Saturday, October 20, 2007
{ 12:39 PM }
WOO HOO .okaes , yesterday was a GREAT day . well , except for the results & niqht part .whatever . I'll just talk about the qood thinqs that happened in the day . (:we played captain's ball durinq pe and it was fun fun ! :D ! played played , when I turned my head in the middle of the qame to see many sec 4s on the third floor as our spectators . lols . well , beinq one-that-likes-pride , hahhs . that kind of pushed me forward to be more enqrossed in the qame and play better . so yupp , hehes . =P thouqh it was tirinq , I believe all of us enjoyed that marvellous qame . (:recess , then bioloqy . mrs azlan told us that she would run between e1 & e2 durinq our lesson . however , like what xia predicted , she told both classes the same thinq but disappeared . lols . so we went out of the class and sat alonq the corridors . that was when we vandalised our pe t-shirts with our initials . qot alisa to help us with it . hahas , thankk uu ! her desiqn on our t-shirts were nice ! ^^ while alisa was drawinq on my shirt , the qirls started vandalisinq my leq when they knew I can't move . urqh ! lols . that was the first time I felt so vandalised lahhs . aniwaes , we were almost cauqht by mrs kumar who passed by to ask where's 3a1 . hahhs . we hid the sweets , covered our shirts and leqs . lols ! but she was so blur (extracted from milly's speech) that she didn't see those " evidences " that we left uncovered . hahas , like the vandalised floor . oops . =XX alriqht , so had a fun time with the qirls , snackinq , qossipinq , vandalisinq , jokinq around . (:after school , we had dramq meetinq + cleaninq up of drama room . classified part of the stuffs in drama room and placed them on shelves and racks . then went to music room for our meetinq . so it was decided that our end-year performance will be held on the 17th nov , while drama camp would be from 27th-29th dec . yeahhs , late . but many of us could make it on those days . oh , and I love the camp dates ! hehes . ^^ duties were assiqned , and whee ! our trinity results were distributed . and and .PIE RATS OF THE CURRIBEAN GOT DISTINCTION ! 90 OUT OF 100 ! WAH HOO ! :DDyes yes , that's my qroup's name . ahahas . so happy . wheee ! :D NADIA , BAILIN , NAWIRA , WEILE , and of course , THIVYA , uu're in ! (: cheer up , thivya !drama did quite well this time , havinq 4 distinctions + 2 merits = 6 qroups (total enrolment) . and out of the distinctions , 3 qot 90 and above ! :D oh yaye . hahs . everyone was like screaminq away . after the meetinq , I collected the money for drama funds . thouqh most of them didn't brinq the 5 bucks , we manaqed to brinq drama fund from a pathetic $11.10 to $60.10 ! whahas . can uu imaqine , if everyone paid , how much would drama fund have in total ? lols . qreat ! now our camp budqet would be qreater , I hope . some of us stayed back to clear up the rest of the mess in drama room . surprisinqly , ms lim offered to qive us incentives for helpinq . hahas . PIZZAS ! :D washed our hands and went down to the canteen for our pizzas .woo , see , how qreat can the day be ? (:I love friDAY . hahas .ohoh , and ex-2e1ians ! class bbq's on the 6th of nov , @ east coast . whee ! see uu all there !
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
{ 6:18 PM }
everythinq comes with a price .hard work bears fruit .
how true is it ?
I'm very very tired of studies .
I don't know what exactly went wronq .
yes yes , I cried . but I cried because I studied hard .
I remember ms suan tellinq me this durinq my ca2 , " know ur mistakes now , and don't commit them for ur eoy . learn from them , and work on it . if uu did ur very best , and put in all ur effort but still cannot make it , then uu have the riqhts to cry over it . "
and yupp , I have . I studied hell lot more than the previous exams .
but somehow , I still can't make it . why ?
this is so sucky . it's breakinq down a cheerful qirl who used to be so stronq , into a weak and lack-of-confidence qirl .
help . I pray to God and the anqels to pull me throuqh this challenqe .
Sunday, October 14, 2007
{ 2:21 PM }
hoho .qot the scanninqs of chin hwee's declaration form , and the oriqinal copy .
oriqinal copy .
chin hwee's copy .
ohwells . he even added the siqnature part . =.= hahas .
alriqhty . went out yesterday from late afternoon till niqht with my family . ordered a new pair of spectacles . well , the desiqn's quite similar to my current one . cause I suit half-frame better . ohoh . and bouqht some accessories too . hehes .
went to sinqtel to ask about the problem of my phone , and they said that the metal piece in the slot for the charqer to be pluqqed in is lifted . so my phone cannot be charqed . haiis . aniwaes , qoinq to service it on monday lahhs . (: and the current old phone that I"m usinq can only store less than 20 msqs . so it's as qood as not havinq a phone . ohwells . now I"m mia aqain . but in telecommunications .
ohoh ! I saw a cuteee telephone yesterday . it's in the shape of a winnie the pooh . hahhs . persuadinq my parents to buy it . if I"m not wronq , when the phone rinqs , the piqlet in the honey jar that winnie is huqqinq would pop out . hahas . lazy to upload the picture I took of it . =P some other time bahhs ..
had a nice time with my family yesterday . yupp . family bondinq .. hahas . (:
Friday, October 12, 2007
{ 3:48 PM }
whoo !
okaes , uu miqht find me mad . fancy beinq so emo yesterday , and yet so hiqh today .
whahas .
ohwells . today was one of the slackest school days I had in bowen .
hehes . first was qeoqraphy . but ms suan was overseas , so two relief teachers came in . our qanq , consistinq of milly , xia and jan started chattinq about qirl's stuff , horror movies and all . lols . then somethinq , or rather someone , cauqht our attention .
HAHAs .
and that quy was NG CHIN HWEE . he was soooo bored , that he actually copied the travel declaration form on a piece of foolscap . LOLs . jan's qoinq to scan his " work " soon . so I'll post the picture of his work next time . and at the back of the paper , he wrote the alphabets [ capital & small letters ] , drew circles and stuff . lols . whahhahas . cute quy lahhs . :DD wonder what he does at home . hahhs .
okaes . next was pe . took back our pe
THEORY papers . yes yes , theory . lols . more than half of our class didn't study for it . so of course , uu would expect what kind of qrades we would qet . hahas . I surprisinqly passed ! :D when I only flipped throuqh the notes a few minutes before the exam . hahas . well , it was like a try-out examination to see if we want to take pe as an o' level subject . hahas . tsk , the sinqapore qovernment .. slacked throuqhout the rest of pe lesson and sat there , talkinq with niqel dii . [ dii arrhs , don't be afraid to talk to him . jiiayous ! jie will support uu de lahhs . :D ] yupp , and he was there , criticisinq on the way my friends play basketball . hahas . ohoh . and daddy's so shuai when he's playinq basketball ! =X hahas . saw he scorinq a couple of times . hehes .
yupp , so next was recess . ate . well , of course . lols . then bioloqy lecture . basically , mrs chan just went throuqh the answers for our papers , for the first half of the lesson . but we've yet to receive our papers . jan , sittinq in front of us was blockinq the teacher's view from me and xia . cause our ears were pluqqed with the earphones , and I was about to doze off . lols . qot a number of nice sonqs from them . (: yupp , slack slack .
chinese lesson was umm . what can I say ? I was qrievinq over my results for the entire lesson . she returned us our papers and went throuqh the answers with us . the marker was so strict ! why be so stinqy over one mark .. the only difference between our answers was the phrasinq of words mahhs . urqh .. I wonder how am I qoinq to qet an A1 for my o' level chinese .. ):
alriqhty . that was basically my day . oh , and I received a shockinq-yet-usual news . somebody qot 98 for his a.maths , and he suspected he qot 92 for his e.maths . hahas . all of us were screaminq when we heard it , and xia said that he is a monster . hahas . top in maths for how many times ? ahh . but I'm happy for uu lahhs . hehes . (:
" don't be scared of the Sun , cause it qives uu vitamin D ! "hahas . funny mdm sumayah . (:
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
{ 5:18 PM }
zzz . my eyes are closinq ..
but somehow , I can't brinq myself to sleep .
feelinq so uneasy about not ablinq to complete my papers .
and yes , I had revised for a month . an entire month .
I actually started revisinq a month aqo , but just a little for the first two weeks . like , 10+ paqes for a week ? >.<
like , FIONA , BUCK UP LAHHS .
wth . I'm a damn slacker . and this eoy is my promotion qateway to sec 4 ?!?
urqh . idiot . fancy me moaninq after the exams .
well , for most subjects I think , I did study alot alot . alot more than I did previously . but the problem is , I can't finish the papers thouqh I know the answers ! it's like so . urqh . IDIOTIC . I mean , if uu left the questions undone because of ur limited knowledqe , it's better than knowinq the answers and not able to pen them down .
time manaqement . time manaqement .
the same problem lies on the same person , that is me . it's so irritatinq . so sick of it . wonder how can I speed up my thinkinq and writinq ?? can someone like help me or what ? I mean , I can't probably carry on like this for my secondary 4 life . no way . haiis . FIONA !! Dx
can the setters spare my poor brain .. ): well , but I think the problem lies in me . why can't I be like the others , who can finish most of their papers and leave the examination room with smiles ? the worse thinq was to look at ur papers beinq collected when ur answers are still hanqinq loosely in ur brain and ur pen is not allowed to write . the enqlish papers , e.maths P2 , physics , chemistry , social studies , literature , pure qeoqraphy papers . AAAAHHHHHHH !!!
sometimes when I think of it , I really feel like jumpinq off the buildinq or knockinq my slow brain on the wall and lose my memory . I feel so ashamed to face anyone .
it miqht not seem like a biq deal to many , as that was an occasional thinq to them . but for me , is every sinqle time ! imaqininq me only able to complete 5 out of 14 papers . oh my fuck qawd . I'm a disqrace and failure , man .
{ 3:23 PM }
qot this quiz from jan's bloq . haiis . bored larrhs . >.<ONE - spell ur name without vowels .FN . lols .TWO - are you sinqle ?hehes .THREE - what's ur favourite no. ?18 !FOUR - what colour do you wear most ?didn't notice it .FIVE - least favourite colour ?disqustinq shade of brown . shit colour . yupp . =XSIX - what are you listeninq to ?the air-con . :DSEVEN - do you smoke ?never .EIGHT - are you happy with ur life now ?not really ..NINE - anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity ?FIONA XIE . lols . nahhs . for the name only . well , but my late qrandfather did say that I would look like one of the celebrities when I qrow up . hahhs .TEN - what is ur favourite class in school ?no special preference .ELEVEN - do you shop at hollister/abercrombie/AE ?what are those .. o.oTWELVE - how do you make money ?I don't earn money . money seem to be in my wallet . lols . nahhs . from mummy lahhs . =.=THIRTEEN - who is ur best friend ?best friends uu mean . hahhs . jan ! xia ! milly ! & many more ! :DFOURTEEN - are you outgoing ?duhhs . but not all the time . ^^FIFTEEN - one word to describe you ?cheerful ? well , uu decide . (:SIXTEEN - favourite pair of footwear ?my stripped heels . (:SEVENTEEN - do you own big sunglasses ?used to . for child's play last time . :DEIGHTEEN - where do you wish you were right now ?on a romantic , windy beach . (:NINETEEN - what should you be doing right now ?piqqinq . *snort*TWENTY- do you have a crush on anyone right now ?lols . I can't . =XTWENTY-ONE- what is the hardest thing to say ?depends on the situation ..THE CANS :can you blow a bubble ?yupp .can you dance ?dancinq out of leisure , yes .can you do a cart wheel ?used to .. ):can you tie a cherry stem with ur mouth ?huh .can you touch ur toes ?=.= yupp .can you whistle ?nopes . learninq .. lols .can you wriqqle ur ears ?eee . no lahhs .can you wriqqle ur nose ?is there such a thinq ?can you roll ur tonque ?yes !THE DIDS :did you ever qet into a fist fiqht at school ?nopes . I'm quai okaes . =Xdid you ever run away from home ?nahhs .did you ever want to be a doctor ?no . no . no .did you ever want to be a fire fiqhter ?no way . =.=THE DOS :do you believe in God ?yupp .do you know how to swim ?yes yes .do you like roller coasters ?yupp . but scared to qo on one . +_+do you own a bike ?yeahh .do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows ?ermm . don't think so .THE DOES :does hair loss run throuqh your family ?nopes . due to rebondinq . haiis . beauty beauty .does ur car qet qood qas mileaqe ?hahhs . I'm still younq . ^^does ur family have family picnics ?sadly , no .THE HOWS :how tall are you ?162.5 cm I quess ..how much money do you have on you riqht now ?I'm pocketless , so I'm penniless . hahhs .THE LASTS :last person you hunq out with ?YAHOO ! lols . =Xlast thinq you said out loud ?bye ! lols .last thinq someone said to you ?takkaires . ^^THE WHATS :what is the temperature outside ?ask the weather station .what radio station do you listen to ?91.3 fm ! :Dwhat was the last restaurant you ate at ?umm . umm . I think it's at a japanese restaurant . can't remember the name .what was the last thinq you bouqht ?food from the canteen I think . that was a few days aqo ..what was the last thinq you had to drink ?water .what was the last thinq on TV you watched ?yesterday's news .THE WHOS :who was the last person you MSNed ?hmms . it's been months since I've come back to the Internet world . lols .who talked to you on the phone last ?YAHOO ! >.<who was the last person you took a picture of ?januavi ?who was the last person you said I love you to ?>.<>
CRYING SECTION :
ever really cried ur heart out ?
of course . qirls are fraqile . at least , most . (:
ever cried urself to sleep ?
last time .
ever cried on ur friend's shoulder ?
yupp . thankks quys . (:
ever cried over the opposite sex ?
>.<>
do you cry when you qet an injury ?
when I'm very small .
do certain sonqs make you cry ?
nopes .
do certain movies make you cry ?
some ?
HAPPY SECTION :
are you a happy person ?
yupp .
what can make you happy ?
anythinq that can make me happy . lols . like , qivinq me presents ! :D
do you wish you were happier ?
of course .
is beinq happy overrated ?
nopes ..
can music make you happy ?
yup yupp .
HATE SECTION :
do you actually hate anyone ?
hatred tends to be erased from my mind . (:
are you a mean bully ?
no no . never . :D
SELF ESTEEM SECTION :
is ur self-esteem extremely low ?
ohwells . sometimes .
do you believe in yourself ?
sometimes .
are you good lookinq ?
what do uu think ?
do you wish you could be someone else ?
nopes . but I wish to have some of their abilities . like , zi hao's brains , januavi's speed , etc . :D
LOOK AT ME :
what is ur current hair color ?
black ! but zhi lie said it look partially brown . >.<
current piercinqs ?
no ! :D
have any tattoos ?
those national day ones . WHAHAS .
straiqht hair or curly ?
straiqhty !
HAVE YOU EVER :
huqqed someone ?
yupp ! I love huqs ! :D
been on the phone until the sun came up ?
if I'm allowed to . (:
lauqhed so hard you peed in ur pants ?
HAHHAHAS . nopes .
lauqhed so hard you cried ?
lols . yupp . MANY times .
qot in a fiqht with someone ?
well , violence don't suit me . (:
do you like surveys ?
when boredom kills .
do you qet alonq with ur parents ?
yupp .
do you have mental breakdowns ?
how do uu find out if uu have one ?
did you ever tell ur parents you didn't feel good so you didn't have to qo to school ?
yupp . hahas . =X
CURRENT :
current mood :
feelinq nerdy , weak & tired . >.<
current music :
nothinq .
current hair style :
tied a pony tail .
current crush :
I don't crush . :D
current windows open :
bloqqer , msn & jan's bloq .
current desktop picture :
uu know , that common blue wallpaper .
